Thursday, 29 November 2007

Liverpool 4 Porto 1

i love gerrard like so much
i told my sis dat i want him to convert
so that i can marry him
doesn't matter how the person he really is
i just want to marry him
and bring me to Anfield
so i can build my new life there with him
far...
far...
away from here...

hey! i love liverpool too...
so happy this morning coz they won
they won a do-or-die match this morning

that's why i'm very sleepy right now
i slept for only 3 hours?
the match started at 3.45am
so i slept ard 12am
remind my sis to wake me up, set alarm...
then when the game starts, i'm so very the sleepy...
i dozed off for the first 10 mins and i dreamt that liverpool scored 1
by gerrard... haha...
tapi mimpi mapek sey...
liverpool nye jersey ade due kaler at the same match
then 2nd half main kat shopping centre
risse dapat free kick
die tendang ah
sekali tu goalpost die automatic sliding door
and can't detect the ball so the ball can't go in
keeper save ah
mapek kan
haha...

terus kuatkan mata
tengok screen t.v...
and thank God Torres scored!
18th min...
bile die score je terus segar semacam...

then bile Porto equalized
like ooouucchhh! cane nie?
liverpool kene menang...
tapi selamat the other game Besiktas tgh leading
so tak pressure sgt...

masok 2nd half
Torres score lagi!
bestnye...
and i was like lompat sorg2 mcm monyet
nur da tetido..
nak pekik tak boleh
takot sume org bangun
paham tak perasaan org tak boleh pekik bile excited
lompat2 je la all the way...

rasa mcm nak ref stop the game je
da tak bleh tahan da...
takot...

sekali tu kejap lagi
liverpool dapat penalty daa...
pasal Porto player touch the ball in the penalty box
(tapi actually foul by liverpool player tau, oooppsss)

GERRARDDDDD!!! HE SCORED! HE DID IT AGAIN
time die nak amek penalty tu i was like mesti tak goal nie
sorry love for not trusting you...
hehe...
but deep in my heart i know u will score...
hehe...

then, Crouch add one more goal...
waa... si crouch nie asik score je tau
good good, keep it up!

Final score Liverpool 4 Porto 1

next match against Marseille
Liverpool MUST win...
Ya Allah semoga Liverpool menang, Ameennn...

yesterday, balek mlm...
i don't wait for others coz i really have to go or else
i'm scared if i finally cry in front of them
i can't afford to control my tears
wen i walked out of the office
tears rolling down my cheek
why u do this to me?
why?
then i took a cab and i cried and cried
i feel so hurts...
then i thought of running away
or... ok gone for holiday
ok zai, next pay simpan duit k
after Kem Perkasa
i wanna take a break
and go far far away from here...
i need to heal myself...
only me can heal my own self...

Mengapa yang lain bisa
Bercinta dengan mudahnya
Namun kita terbelenggu
Dalam ikatan tanpa cinta...

09:37;

Wednesday, 28 November 2007

Atas Nama Cinta

Aku wanita yang punya cinta di hati
Dan dirimu dan dirinya dalam hidupku
Mengapa terlambat cintamu telah termiliki
Sedang diriku dengan dia tak begitu cinta

Mengapa yang lain bisa
Mendua dengan mudahnya
Namun kita terbelenggu
Dalam ikatan tanpa cinta

Atas nama cinta
Hati ini tak mungkin terbagi
Sampai nanti bila aku mati
Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau

Atas nama cinta
kurelakan jalanku merana
Asal engkau akhirnya denganku
Kubersumpah atas nama cinta

Haiz... what a nice song
the right song at the right moment
see the clip

p/s:
- tak jadi amek half day, too many to settle can't afford to delay it till tomorrow
- skrg sorg2 kat ofis dah lah ujan lebat, lepas tu ade cicak kat tingkap
- maseh sorg kat ofis blom makan, tak tau nak makan ape
- da telan panadol, skrg rasa ngantok yang amat
(makanan wajib everyday, 2 biji panadol pagi & 2 biji malam)
- k dah, sekarang g tekan play button, tgk muka rossa sambil nyanyi sama2



16:05;


Open your eyes

hi everyone....
uuhh... i'm struggling...
struggling myself to type, watch the screen, the keyboard...
ok
to open my eyes...

tons of works
papers scattered around my desk
files i dumped on the floor...
too many things to do at one time
but then when there's too many important things
u always end up doing the non important one
or like myself end up... termenung kjap tadi

like wat i supposed to do eh?
suddenly my head blank...
can't picture anything
oh ya...
i can't open my eyes like normal
ziezy spot that my mata bengkak...
and actually from yesterday i sense sumting wrong with my eyes
kelopak mata plus kening terus sampai ke kepala
sakit giler
it's like wen i touch dem, sakit!
cam bengkak gitu ah
why ah?
kepala nak pecah nie...

mmm... tapi sempat memblog
juz wanna take a break for a while
da beberapa hari masuk ofis terus buat kerja
sampai malam
da 2 hari i skipped my brunch and lunch

oh god...
its so painful!!!
i wanna take half day la
can or not...?

oouuuccchhh...

p/s: tomoro at 3am, Liverpool vs Porto
wish u luck gerrard
love u...

14:00;

Sunday, 25 November 2007

Football Therapy

i woke up in the morning
and i realized that sumting wrong with my head
sumting wrong...
oouuuccchhhhhh...
sakitnye...
mcm ade batu besar kat dalam my kepala
or is it inside my brain?

sakit sgt...
mata kanan berair je
terus ke hidung
there goes...
ingatkan da baik
sekali tu maseh sakit...
more than a week already...

pergi doctorlah zai...

eh, fikri...
isy bdk nie, pkai sluar dalam je... hehe
haha...

gez what he said to me?
he whispered to me and said...

"main game nampak, main game nampak..."
haha...

aik, die amek liverpool nye scarf
and pegang mcm kat stadium gitu...
aiyya... salah match lah fik...
kite tgh tgk everton vs sunderland...
bukan liverpool nye match...

hehe... coz smlm tgk newcastle vs liverpool
die nie pun ade
then i smgt pkai scarf kat bahu...

sakit2 stress2 bleh tgk bola eh...
tell u what
football is my best therapy ever
bcoz i'm too engrossed with the match
it makes me escape from this world
to my own world
not to think of other things...
juz to escape from the real world...
to escape from u-know-what...
so here i'm watching a repeat
though i knew the score
7-1... wow! hehe...

aarrgghhh... this nose irritates me...
ok... half of my body
from my head sampai my arm
lemah, sakit...
aduhhh...
i can't stay this way
there are too many things to settle within next week...

- NUR registrations -105 cases to be done! -due on wednesday
- Kenduri and 2nd recce + overnight -on friday
- Kg days carnival and kampong melayu carnival -on saturday
- beli brg2 for Kem Perkasa and Kg Days carnival -to be done before thursday
- Kem Perkasa registrations

and with my brain like dis!
with my condition
physically and emotionally

i need a break, i need a holiday
i wanna travel
out from here
to sumwhere around europe...
ok england
ok london
ok anfield
then germany
then sweden
bestnye...

i'm happy, liverpool menang lagi...
yeahhh!
love u gerrard...
he scored the first goal
and assisted the other two...
i'm happy...

then man-u kalah...
huhu... bestnye...
tapi arsenal, chelsea, man city mng...
ceh! menyampah...

takpe2...
btw, da beli da jaket tu...
hehe...
then i bought liverpool 2008 calender
and towel

nak beli bedsheet plak ah nx pay
haha...

mmm...
it's ok if u don't reply my calls and smses
it's ok if u don't call and sms me
dun worry if u're online
i won't im u...
i won't
dun be afraid of me k...
juz go on with ur happy life
i'm fine here...

i won't disturb u anymore
that's my promise...
because u choose this
u want us to be like this right?

hey, u'r online!
how excited i am to see ur name at the right bottom of my screen
but dun worry
i won't disturb u k...

i won't
i won't
i won't

like avril says...

I'M BETTER OFF ALONE ANYWAY...



13:19;

Wednesday, 21 November 2007

One Horrible Nightmare

hmmm...
u said u forgive me
but i gez u don't...
my calls u ignore
my smses u don't care

every hour dials ur number
juz to check out how u do over there
are u ok?
are u alrite?
have u eat? have u sleep? have u rest?

how's ur work?
how's ur college?
how's ur school?
how's ur students?
how's ur assignment?

how's ur place?
does it rain everyday? flooded?

u take care k
i will pray for u from here...
i always think about u
i always remember all the things that u said

if u don't want to talk to me
that's fine
i'm ok...

i can talk to u, still...
in my dreams...
and ya! u remember that u recorded ur voice
in my samsung hp
las year, mmm... few days before raye?

ya... i hear that voice record like every night
more like a lullaby
or a bed time story
juz to feel that u'r there with me
before i close my eyes
coz i'm afraid that
wat if tomoro never comes

KAL HO NA HO

then i don't want to miss the last chance
to hear ur voice...
ur voice that always soothes me
always told me that everything will be ok
though sumtimes i know it won't be ok

oh god... i miss u...

please tell me that this is all a dream
a horrible nightmare...

juz one horrible nightmare...

i'm sick, still sick
ppl around me told me that
i should see a doctor
or juz rest at home

my nose irritates me
my throat sore
my head spins

i hate my life
i hate my life
i hate my life
i hate my life

hey! hey!
dun say that
dun say that he ruined my life
or i give up my life bcoz of a guy?
dun tell me that!

he is my life!
he is my life!
he is my life!

00:10;

Saturday, 17 November 2007

R21

i'm sick
can feel the virus all over my body
my face, my nose, my eyes, my mouth, my throat
my shoulder, my neck, my back, my hand
my knee, my thigh, my feet...
my tummy always grumbling
hungry and wanna puke
coz i don't eat well...

i hate dis
i wanna go out with ma sis to peninsula later
we see how laa...

anyway, yesterday me, ziezy and nafis
watched Saw 4...
tell u guys, it was such a disgusting movie
no wonder rated R21
and so the journey begins...

ziezy and nafis were unsure at first
whether to watch it or not...
coz they are only 20 years old...
and i was like, buat bodoh je lah
die tak mintak ic punye...
(never watch R21 movie before, so dun know the rules,
or u can say that saje je nak deny the rules, haha)

then i called GV booking line,
book for 1910hrs show at Vivo City
but we're late! we went out from Gen-Y at 1815hrs
we're supposed to be there half hour earlier to collect the ticket...
so, we took a cab
and like asked the cab driver to drive faster
he nodded but...
haiz... takpelah...
biar aku je yg drive
peh lembab!!!!!!!!!

sampai vivo terus lari pergi GV...
beratur kat booking line
sekali tu...

"Sorry mdm, u'r late... we sold ur tixs already..."
so i asked him, are there any seats left?
luckily there are and right at the centre
and he allowed me to purchase it there
without asking me to line up at the other line (wat a line!)
and without charging me the booking fee... hehe...

bought nachos and popcorn...
mcm2 doa baca bile nak masok...
ziezy purposely pkai heels and dress
mcm kakak2 baru balek ofis gitu
while me in jeans and sweatshirt
(doesn't matter coz i have an id)
nafis! problem... da lah muke mcm budak2...
susah btol nak men-tuakan die...

we planned that kalau die mintak id
cakap tertinggal kat kereta...
sekali 3 org pulak tu yang jage...
1 pompan melayu, 2 lelaki melayu...

melayu...! tolonglah melayu!

we can almost heard our hearts thumping!

i can never be able to lie without
LIAR written at my forehead...

i choose the pompan melayu...
here we goes...

*sraaaap* she tore the tickets and hand me the other half
and she asked
"i'm sorry but i have to look at ur id..."

i move to the side and start to search for my wallet
ziezy and nafis were like
"alamak... teringgal dlm kereta....!"
she checked mine and said ok
then she told ziezy and nafis
"i'm sorry but u still have to show us ur id"

then lelaki melayu tu tanye kenapa...
then asked cerite ape
then he asked their age...
ziezy - 22
nafis - 21
ya rite!
haha

(FYI, tickets sold are not returnable)

then the guy said...
"takpelah biar dorg masok"
the girl: " boleh?"
the guy: "takpe, ape2 aku jawab..."
the girl: "ok, ko jawab...."

thank God!
we thank the guy...
and jalan selaju2nya tak nak pandang belakang...
haha...
mane lah tahu dorg tukar pikiran...
hehe...

lagipun, i guess lelaki tu kasi masok coz the movie rated R21
because of violence elements in it, not sexual contents etc...
hehe...

selamat... hehe...

penat ah, pening...
nanti ah update...
bye......

10:56;

Friday, 16 November 2007

Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you
but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything
I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you






01:44;


One Week

one week...
not like i don't try...
i tried... trying...
but...
ok, i called, tried to call yesterday - twice
juz now -thrice or maybe more than that...
but, no respond..

i called him yesterday coz i wanna tell him that
finally, his card arrived!
oh God! thanks!
its a huge card!
no wonder it took more than a month
hahaha...
dabes raye baru dapat...
but that doesn't matter...

i was lying on the bed
when my sister streched her hand and pass it to me...
and i was like speechless!
and excited of coz...
dari ngantok teros tak...
nak bukak kad tangan menggigil...
then...

haiz...

the words...

i was too excited that i forgot that
we're no longer together
i juz grabbed my phone and called him
no answer...
wen i tried again then i remember that
why did i call him?
though i know he won't pick it up
isn't that hurt me more?
then why i did it?

i want to tell him that isn't it miracle
that everytime we sent cards for each other
the phrases, the words written
were always the answers that we're looking for....?

for example...

i wrote: this is our 4th hari raya together, rite?
he wrote: do u realize that this is our 4th hari raya together

i wrote: this year i can't get to do hari raya shopping with u, u can't choose my heels...
he wrote: i still remember we did our hari raya shopping together, i choose ur heels..

well, there's a lot...

but... i realized that, i can never share with him anymore...

i read and read the card again...
i can almost hear his voice reading the card for me...
tears rolling down my cheeks...
i hug the card tight...close my eyes...
remember the days and nites with him...
remember the smiles, laughters, tears...

i put the card back
scared it will get crumpled...
close my eyes try to sleep...
but i can't...


then today went sucks
i just can't talk, smile, respond to people...
i was in a daze all day...
i can't laugh at people jokes...
i even lose my appetite...
i juz eat for the sake of energy

and i feel sick, migraine struck, dizziness...
feel like to puke...
i juz want to delete everyone i met
and put it inside the recycle bin
at the mrt, interchange, everywhere
then delete it again
so that i can't restore them...

all i wish for rite now...
to talk to him
for one last time...

and also
i... i don't expext that i can get back to normal tomoro
i juz want to be able to hold on
i feel bad if the youths sense sumting
or afraid of me coz of my mood swings
i don't want to potray it
i'm not potraying it
i juz can't be myself...

God, please show me ways...
help me God...


01:08;

Tuesday, 13 November 2007

Please Forgive Me

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss
It's getting better baby
No one can better this
Still holding on
You're still the one
First time our eyes met
Same feeling I get
Only feels much stronger
I wanna love you longer
Do you still turn the fire on?

So if you're feeling lonely, don't
You're the only one I'll ever want
I only want to make it go
So if I love you a little more than I should ...

Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Please believe me (Oh believe it), every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
Still getting closer baby
Can't get closer enough
Still holding on
You're still number one
I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all the moves
I remember you yeah
I remember the nights, you know I still do

The one thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
The one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm praying

Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
I can't stop ... loving you ...

If u'r happened to read my blog
please know that this song is for u
no other word can i say

as we always said
it's More than Words

Please Forgive Me...

23:00;


5 days

5 days...
gosh... i don't believe it...
i tot it juz a small, normal thing...
but i gez...
bende kecik da jadi besar...

wat shuld i do?
i can't concentrate on my work...
aaaaaaarggghh!

takde mood laa...
binget nyeeeeeeeeeee...............
nak balek
tido
tak payah bgn
senang kan?
tak menyusahkan org...

benci..............................................................
i hate dis feeling
i hate it!

11:32;

Sunday, 11 November 2007

YNWA

congrats liverpool!

for both matches last tuesday and early this morning...

crushed Besiktas by 8 goals - nil

champions league record...!

and wat a match! i like it...

everything seems to move in a perfect way...



then this morning, 2-0 against Fulham...

great ball possesions, great shots, great chances created, great ideas...

but also great goalkeeping from Fulham

but poor passes made by liverpool, like always, ufff!

but still great match but again hard to score...

why is it so hard for liverpool to put the ball inside the net?

why?

Barclays matches i mean...



great start of the season but suddenly went down

fortunately, still unbeatable...

from my observation we need Torres and Alonso to score...

we have great captain, Gerrard the playmaker

Voronin goal creator

Mascherano good midfielder

Carragher the great tanker...



but still it was hard to score...

we need scorer...

we have everything

great keeper, defender, midfielder, striker...

scorer... haiz... maybe no luck?

well... maybe...

watever it is...

credits to all liverpool players...

they improved so much dis week...

i love you...



enuff of football...


my previous entry i said about

feel to be loved and have a boyfren

bla bla bla...



ok tu semua saje nak menghiburkan hati yang sedang...



membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi

membuatku merasakan yang tak terjadi

semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati

semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri...




salah aku ke?

i don't know...

last sms received thursday night

i dun know wat went wrong...

aku yang salah cakap?

atau die yang salah anggap?



arrrggghhhh!

i apologized, even though i still dun know wat went wrong

still, no news from him...

why dun u try sms and call him again?

we're supposed to watch Liverpool vs Fulham together juz now

we always watch liverpool matches together

but tonight...



i doubt so but if u are reading dis

juz want u to know that i'm sorry...

i dun know what it is

but please accept my apology

please understand carefully my sms

please understand my situation

10 months without ur smile...

yes i'm still in one piece

but with only half of the heart

because u took another half of it...



i know, i know

we're NOT meant for each other...

i don't expect miracles to happen...

i don't want u to break up with her...


i still want u in ur relationship with her

why?



because i know u'r happy with her

both of u are MEANT to be together

all i want is for u to be happy...

mabe you'll be happier

WITHOUT me...

well, think about it...



then, why do i still have the feelings?

there's one lecturer told me this...



"True love is to give

& not expecting anything in return"




he may not has the feeling

but that doesn't matter

i still do... always...



so...

i'm down again...

i had another argument

with diff person of course

life is unfair to me lately



i tried ok... i'm trying my best

but still...

i can't elaborate it further

it's too personal

it's affected me emotionally

feel like to give up my life

why? why me? why not...

why i'm the one to be blame...

why can't u be more democratic...

why u hate me?

i'm a black sheep...



rite now i need u abg

but guess i can only talk to u in my dreams

coz we're not in speaking term at the moment

wat a luck!

great... thanks...



haiz...



i need to talk...

to sumone...



mmm...

my best, man, fren in all the land is in trouble

and i feel bad coz i can't help...

and i can't interrupt...

how eh? what to do...?

i hope everything goes well

i'll pray for him...

he has my shoulder to cry on...

dun worry, i'll be there for him

like he always do... :)



ok zai

life has to move on...



last sunday bought a new adidas bag... (again...)

haha... its a huge bag for travelling or beach-ing

and before that



guess i haven't tell this one



bought new adidas handbag... last month i think...



kan da bilang, sebulan sekali kene beli



kalau tak nanti kene rashes, haha...



later i post the pics k...



so, next on the list



i saw it at Vivo and Citylink adidas boutique...







i know... i know... (",)

04:02;

Saturday, 10 November 2007

Why Do Boys Fall in Love With Girls?

hai, this was posted by An at Friendster Bulletin
and i found it so sweeetttt...
ya ya... i may not have a boyfriend to share with
so i guess i share it with u...
because i can't stop smiling wen i read dis
feel like i'm in love...
with him...
who?
whoever it is but its a Him
like duuhhhh~~~
i know there's someone out there for me...
tapi jodoh blom ade...
i don't know, but rite now
i juz want a boyfriend, not to love
but to be loved
selfish huh?
haha...
or desperate?
haha...
no laa... saje je nak berase bercinta sekarang nie
bleh g dating, bleh ade sumone yg melayan, haha
desperate naa zai...

eh, i recalled my conversation with Seri
there's one wen we still at Mahallah Halimah
we used to talk like about anything
and we kind had the same thought on relationship...

we were like agreed that
if one day we're in a relationship
we want it to be this way...

- tak jumpe hari2... maybe like once a month (though stay in a same country)
- call seminggu sekali
- sms 3 hari sekali

in another word: tak yah nak report streng (eh, how to spell ah?)
isn't it sweet and romantic wen out of a sudden he call
then bile dapat sms tu we like appreciate it so much
coz sekali sekala dapat...
bile nak jumpe to we're so looking forward
and tak nak waste the precious moment by bertengkar...

we think we will appreciate our guy this way much better
furthermoe kalau asik jumpe nanti

- cepat boring
- mulalah nak cari gaduh
- wen things not in the usual way, we tend to be very suspicious

nanti bile da kawen nanti baru lah rase kenikmatannye... kan?

how's that?
so, any takers?
hahaha...
aku merepek...
seri ingat tak?
hehe...
don't get me wrong, i'm NOT desperate...
aku nye blog, aku nye suke ah nak ckp ape...
haha...
i'm happy anyway...

eh drag sey...
k below is the bulletin that An posted at Frenster
enjoy~~~

WHY DO BOYS FALL IN LOVE WITH GIRLS?

(This was written by a guy)

Don't break this; it's so sweet!

1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo.
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.
3. How cute they look when they sleep.
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms.
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in theworld.
6. How cute they are when they eat.
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth.
11 . How cute they are when they argue.
12 . The way her hand always finds yours.
13. The way they smile.
14 . The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a big fight.
15 . The way she says "lets not fight anymore" - even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way that they kiss after you have had a fight.
17 . The way they kiss you when yousay "I love you".
18. Actually...Just the way they kiss you...
19 . The way they fall into your arms when they cry.
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.
21 . The way they hit you and expect it to hurt. * i think everygirl is guilty of this :)
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt (even though wedon' t admit it).
23. The way they say "I miss you".
24. The way you miss them.
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...

Yet irregardless if you love them,
hate them, wish they would die
or know that you would die without them...
it matters not...

Because once in your life,
whatever they were to the world they become everything to you...
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to the depths of their souls
and you say a million things without trace of a sound,
you know that your own life
is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart...

We love them for a million reasons,
no paper would do it justice...
It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart...

haizzz... how sweet! (",)

09:56;

Tuesday, 6 November 2007

Gurindam Jiwa

Tuai padi antara masak
Esok jangan layu-layuan
Intai kami antara nampak
Esok jangan rindu-rinduan

Anak cina pasang lukah
Lukah dipasang di tanjong jati
Didalam hati tidak ku lupa
Sebagai rambut bersimpul mati

Batang selasih permainan budak
Daun selasih dimakan kuda
Bercerai kasih talak tiada
Seribu tahun kembali jua

Burung merpati terbang seribu
Hinggap seekor di tengah laman
Hendak mati dihujung kuku
Hendak berkubur di tapak tangan

Kalau tuan mudik ke hulu
Carikan saya bunga kemboja
Kalau tuan mati dahulu
Nantikan saya di pintu Syurga...

Nape tetibe lagu nie eh
FYI i typed the lyrics
bukan copy paste eh
i memorized the lyrics...
some of u will not understand
sum will say boring, mendak...
but this song gimme sumting
its touched my heart
everytime i heard it

last sunday, at Sensasi
they showed the movie
and i was like sitting infront of the tv
tak berganjak pun
from start till end
i even watched the replay of the movie
haha...

the story was so beautifully written
the lyics like awwww...
Nordin Ahmad and Latifah Omar surely a perfect couple!
and their life is so peace, so loving, so sweet...
together kat sawah padi, tanam padi, jemur padi, tumbuk padi
bile malam when nordin ahmad (Dahlan) cari ilham tulis pantun
latifah omar (Dahlia) helps him, like a lot..
kirekan Dahlia is his inspiration
best kan...?

then bile dorg kene berpisah pasal Dahlan kene keje kat istana
Dahlia setia tunggu Dahlan
though adeorg nak jadi pengganti
Everynite Dahlia will read Gurindam Jiwa
that was written by both of them
bile die rindu je, die baca Gurindam Jiwa...
awwww.... so sweeeeeeetttt.....

i mean i can feel the love between them
the love that make them strong, stick together no matter what...
everything is possible...
i don't know how to describe it...
well... love can't be explain, can't be understood
it is one miracle God has bless us...
thanks God...

let's see...

Intai kami antara nampak
Esok jangan rindu-rinduan...

appreciate those ppl around you when they still around
wen they gone, tak gune nak menyesal...
isn't it beautiful...?
we always take for granted with ppl around us...
don't appreciate them
bile da takde baru rindu, baru ingat
kalau tak...

Didalam hati tidak ku lupa
Sebagai rambut bersimpul mati

i will NEVER forget you
rambut or anything else kalau da simpul mati
kan susah nak leraikan...
sama juge rindu di dalam hati ini...
cehhh!

Bercerai kasih talak tiada
Seribu tahun kembali jua

i love this verse a lot!
kalau putus kasih takde talak, tak macam nikah
putus ade talak, talak 3 da takleh together lagi
tapi kalau putus kasih, seribu tahun lagi pun masih boleh bertaut lagi
maksudnya kalau putus kasih takkan abes gitu aje
kasih sejati pasti ade dalam hati forever
anytime leh together balek...


Hendak mati dihujung kuku
Hendak berkubur di tapak tangan

also love this!
nak selalu bersama
sampai kalau salah satu mati sekali pun
nak mati di hujung kuku
nak berkubur kat tapak tangan
hujung kuku dan tapak tangan kan dekat
then bile kite genggam tangan kite
hujung kuku dgn tapak tangan kan da bersatu...
kire da mati pun still wanna be close together...
how sweet...

Kalau tuan mati dahulu
Nantikan saya di pintu Syurga

ok, nie direct, semua paham...

best kan...?

i am weird, i know...


00:33;

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