FURIOUS
Hola everyone...ok shaddap, so liverpool lose!so...? err... first in EPL...never mindi'm not furious with the team, especially my dear Gerrarddey played well, ok, put in effort...But the Referee!son of the *****$%$^&^&^%&&^&$!!!$%#$^%#$%!!!!!!!!%^$^&&^&^*%^%^%%^%!!!!!!merepek punye refnampak sgt berat sebelahhe hate liverpool or what?!!!the penalty for Readingwas so OBVIOUS is outside the penalty box!!!its one foot awaybukan sipi sipi ke apejauh sia...! bodoh punye Ref!
then, 3 times, i repeat THREE or maybe moreliverpool player dijatuhkan kat penalty boxBut NO penalty!sampai commentators die ckpliverpool deserves 3 penalties but not 1 was grantedbut Reading get the penalty that should not happeneven the foul sumesikit2 liverpool punye salahthe free kick and everything!aarrrggghhh! i'm furious with the REF!!!B*b*!!!watever it is, i hope liverpool will winwell, MUST win this tuesday matchagainst MarseilleNur pls watch it for meits an important gameantara hidup dgn matimesti i feel restless kat camp nnt...Good Luck my Dear, and your teamhave faith in youand another thing, i dun understand why Gerrard was replaced20 mins before the game endedGerrard is the player that can play under pressurein the situation like yesterdaywe need him coz he inspires other playershe's our captain anywaybut nevermind, i'm not angryi'm ok...i'm going out nowgot to buy some stuff for the campi haven't pack yet!ok so, i'll be away for 10 days...after the camp then to k.lpray for my health andmay i be strong and tak penat thru out this 10 days...will miss my familymy frensmy dear Gerrard - u take care k, i love youand i will miss u like always...mmmmmuuuuaahhhsss! for everyone...Liverpool, YNWA... (",)
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Tiada Ertinya
Lara tiada akhirnya Pabila menatap resah Sepi hingga waktu berkubur Sayu makin membuku Di dada terhiris kalbu Adakah ini kan terus berlalu...?Apa nilainya jika sangsimu mengganggu...?Untuk kembali ke pangkuan dan bermesra denganku...Tiada ertinya di sini Tiada ertinya berkasih Semua telah kau bawa dan berlalu tinggalkanku Tiada ertinya menanti Tiada ertinya buatku Padamu diri yang merindu Apa yang kumahukan bagimu Tiada ruangnya berdiri dan memeluk dirimu-------------------------------------------------------------i know, i've posted this song beforebut i dun know why, whenever i heard this songseems like the whole world pauseleft me with my feelings... only us...i miss you...
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My Blog My Say...
hei.. i'm back from joo chiathad a meeting therethen i met some ex schoolmatesswandy and... ala... lupe nama die and iman azan also...so, beginning next week, my schedule will be like...ok, baru pikir je da rase penat...oooppsss... jgn takot penat...Mon to Wed, 10 -12 Dec 07there will be Kem Perkasa 12 at PA Punggol Campsiteaged from 10-14 yrs old and we have 81 participants!we have to stop at 80 actually but still many calls come in...more than 100 applicants i guessade yg da book for june next year!cane eh nak control 81 budak...errr... and i have a module on fardhu ainwhat is suitable for them ?i mean fardhu ain very broad... ape yg necessary for them eh?should discuss this with my boss tomorrow...Wed to Fri, 12 - 14 Dec 07Retreat, still at PA Punggol Campsitewe will discuss about one year calender of event etc etc...Sat to Wed, 15 - 19 Dec 07
Training at K.Lok so, 4 of us will be going to Pengasihfor some training, observe what dey do dat mayb can be apply at Gen-Ythen for sure discussion, brainstorming after K.L tripcoz when school re-open on the 2nd of januaryMendaki will send minimum 50 youths!most probably 100 youthspaham tak? with only like 3 staff...but then pak usop said, kak yati will be station at Gen-Y plus himselfplus another new staff...please... we need that...working with Mendaki means more paper work for sure, every month reports...NUR@BBE... tell me about it...i just submitted 108 case registrations this afternoon...it's due a week ago actuallybut hey! i only hav 2 hands...i try my best k...handling Kem Perkasa, Carnival, Cases...Phone calls! tell me about phone calls...sumtimes the caller tkde beri salamterus... "anak saya tak balik rumah bla bla bla..."and i was like in the middle of either, tgh buat expenestgh buat report, statistics...other important thing dat required my full attention...i'm not blaming or merungut cume mcm nak request operator je...like bile org call kite, operator yang angkat dulupress 1 for Ain Society (transfer to HQ)press 2 for Gen-Y services (then a voice recorded explains)press 3 for NUR sevices (again a voice recorded explains)press 4 to for other services (EPS, financial assitance, other agencies)press 5 to speak to our staffthen receptionist angkatif i'm free then the call will be transfer to my desk...how's that?ceh! perasan besar sgt sampai susah sgt org nak bebual...hehe... no lah... cuma sumtime when i'm focusing at a taski hate it if i have to work on sumting elsecoz end-up i will not doing it properlyade je yg tertinggal...any one agree?multitasking is good but it is not really productive...but hey! atleast i try... and won't stop trying...sumtime when i feel like giving up...i heard a voice... haiz... that voice that will always support me whenever i'm downbut where is it? where is it now?haiz...busy life i have huh?nasib baik i takde boyfren, kalau tak boyfren mesti lari...
even my bestest fren ran away...i'm born to be alone i guess...i will never get one fren to be with me all my lifemaybe it is my fate...tuhan takkan menguji seseorang di luar kemampuannya...but i have to admit that i feel so lonely... very lonely...its killing me...how does it feel...when u used to have sumone to talk toto tell him everything what you have been thru today, yesterday, this whole weekwhen there's someone laughing at ur jokes, laughing at ur merepeknesswen u are actually very very tired but u still wanna talk to himcoz after you talked to him, suddenly or crazily funnyall ur beban, kepanatan, stress sume hilang...when i walked at the mall, adidas boutique especially, liverpool merchandise...and i saw things that we always wantor NEW productand i was like took out my phonedialled his number and...ok, stupid of me... we're no longer together...we used to..."eh, paham tak, tadi nampak baju tu bla bla..."and we're really really excitedand i can't share the excitement anymore...poor me...the restaurant, our favorite restaurantour favorite food...but...i know ppl out there will feel sick, and ppl will say i'm a loseri'm a freak or wateveri dun like ppl to tell me they know how i feeldun tell me that, coz u won't understand, u won't know...it's not easy and it's hard... very hardto re-adjust ur life...for more than 3 years he always there...to share, to talk to, to laugh with, to cry on...it's not easy ppl... it's not easy...surprisingly, day by day, it's hurting me more and more...it's bleeding deeper and deeper...racun bisa meresap dalam hati...lama2 akan jadi busuktiada erti nya lagi...i can't feel my heart again...i juz dun have the heart to do watever things...watever i do is because work commitmentif its not bcoz of worki'm so prefer to stay at homeand undergo my football therapylet it be repeat gameswho cares, its helping me...it's the only thing that i can do to make me feel close to himand reading all the cards he sent to me, the e-mails, the smses, the voice recordthe pictures, our albums, even i can just stare his name and mobile no at my hp screen...you guys sick of me?just change the url and go to other websitemy blog my say...
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If it's not happy ending, it's not the end
hola...k, lambat...congrats dear, u win again...4-0 against Bolton...Bolton kalahkan Man-U 1-0Liverpool kalahkan Bolton 4-0= Liverpool lagi terer dari Man-U...booo Man-U, haha...ok so, gerrard assisted all 3 goals and scored a penalty...u're great dear, i love you...u put up a smile all over my face...i smsed/ tried to call u thru out the gamebut i gez u still don't wanna talk to mei dun understand, i simply dun know why...God, help me...give me strength...i took time-off todayone whole day...!hehe...juzt to take a breakonly today i'm allowedcoz after this, my schedule will be very tight...busy...gosh...but gez what i do today?woke up at 4.30amwatched Man-U vs Fulhamf*** Man-U won... but that's bcoz double R was playingsee, they depend on this two foolsnot like Liverpool, if there's no Torres, we have Crouchwe have Babel, Benayoun, Voronin, Kuyt...and Gerrard of course, heheand Mascherano, your favorite...ok the, i sleep and woke up ard 1...freshen up, went to Umi Dah's place for lunchwatched Resident Evil 3 and i fell asleep towards e endwent back home, bought all chocolatey food...ate again, fell asleep againwake up ard 9.30pmate my dinner and watch G&Gthen my sis was like spotting me..."kak zai bangun, makan, tido, bangun, makan, tido, bangun, makan tido..."err... iyyyaaa...hahaha...did i waste my holiday?NO...this is what i like to do...Tido, Makan, Tido, Makan...aku punye suke laa...hehe...anyway...me, sis, bro and motherwatched OM SHANTI OM at Jurong East Entertainmentlast night at 8.45pm...Running time: 2hrs 45 minsmy first time watching Hindi movie at cinemaand gez...it's a GREAT movie...interesting, fun, entertaining...serious best gileri dun mind spending my money to watch it again...and for sure i'll buy the vcd later...its about reincarnation, rebirth...incompleted love, seventiesmelodramatic son and mother...and i like this..."If it's not happy ending, it's not the end..."i miss you...
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Finally... i found you!
"Di mana letak syurga itu
Biar ku gantikan tempatmu dengan ku
Adakah tangga syurga itu
Biar ku temukan tempatmu dgn ku..."Hi everyone!i'm bushed...ok, since monday balek malamsiapkan keje yg tak abes2...Kem registration melimpah ruahbyk betol duit org kite eh...ade yg antar bukan satu duatapi up to 6 pax!walliau leh...then thursday is the only chance balik cepatbut then, my mum suroh temankan pergi giantbeli barang2 utk kenduri on friday...on friday paginya pergo Job Fair kat Jurong EntertainmentMdm Halimah is the guest-of-honor...balik ofis siap2kan kejethen start kul 3pm ade pre-camp...sambil siap2kan write-up for carnivalpkl 6 pak usop nye kenduri haji...kul 9pm bus sampai pergi sentosautk familiarization games and activites with the facilitators...do the night walking and amazing racethen sampai BBE kul 12+da mandi sume, ingat nak tidothen write-up lagi 6 blom abes kan...budak2 sume ade yg main game laa, kat jaming room, bebual2...i was so tired at that timelagi pikirkan ade carnival at 4pm...kul 4.30 in the morningda menggigil tak bleh angkat, drag pun tak bleh...teros ajak ziezy tido...then tido lah dalam ofisnasib muat dua org...nasib ade sleeping bagpunelah sejuk nak mampospadahal tak bukak air-con pun...then i told ziezydun bother to wake me upand pls dun wake me uppasal die kene bgn awalkul 9am ade carnival kat kampong melayupaham tak? in one day kite ade 2 carnivalskat Bukit Batok is Kampong Days Showcase carnivalkat Malay Village ade salesso Youth Hub kat Bukit BatokGen-Y kat Malay Villagetapi nak tak nak tersadar2 jgk...nak kunci la, duit la...at last i woke up at 9...then sambung buat write-up10 posters of traditional gamesour booth is all about traditioal gamesand we decorate it mcm rumah kat tepi pantai...backdrop die gambar tepi laut, pokok kelapa, rumah kampongthen ade pasir sumejala, hammock, kain batik/pelekat...the boys pakai baju silatthen the girls pakai baju opah and kain batikstyle kan? hehe...mmg kite punye booth yg paling semangatade gasing, bola tin, capteh, layang2, sepak raga, congkak, batu serembat...ramai lah jugak yang maineven Madam pun main, hehe...wrap up, pack kul 10 gitu...sampai umah kul 11 gitu...lepak sia...lepak giler, tapi sempat singgah kedai kopi kat belakangdgn si fikri sekali...my mum datang the showcase dgn umi Dah sume bwk si fikri sekalithen si fikri ak sgt 100 pluskite suro die g order sendiridie pergi kat apek tu die cakap..."uncle, 100 plus satu...!"haha... how cute...balik lepaaaakkk terussss...k lah, jap agi liverpool nye gamebtw tadi g beli nie.....jpg)
how's that? tebuka juga akhirnya hatiku utk membeli mu...
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Mrs Gerrardinho...
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this one my sis punye...
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my collection except for the short sleeve one...
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