Tuesday, 9 October 2007

I'm Happy...

My previous entry i wrote a song from ungu...
ok i kinda late but i jus knew it from Nur...
it was beautifully written, i mean the lyric was like...
PERFECT...
never in my life find such a song....
wait till u watch the video...
sedih giler oohhh...

FYI, this song is not for the love couples out there...
sorry uh...
it is for those who in love
with someone who are not meant for them....
i got goose bumps when i watched this video....

ok2... nothing much to say...
beginning of this week seems ok...
i'm happy...
(",)

well... hikmah 2 yesterday punye lah sedih...
(ceh! saje nak rhyme)
i mean the way adrian regret on what he did to Ana...
i mean that situation remind me of a moment....
a moment... a matter of life and death... serious...

me and asfi applied to extend our hari raya holiday till end of next week...
dpt ke tak eh...
dapat ah...
plsss....
i need a break...
we need a break...
hehe...

malas plak nak update lagi...
sakit tengkok... tampal koyok...
(rhyme lagi...) hehe...

13:11;


Kekasih Gelapku

Ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu sedalam dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

Ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada untukmu
Disaat engkau merindukan diriku
Ku tahu ku takkan bisa memberikanmu waktu
Yang panjang dalam hidupku

Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang kucari selama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku
Hidupku…

Ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu sedalam dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...


12:58;

Saturday, 6 October 2007

Pulanglah... Sayang...

Sayang... Di hari yang mulia ini
Ku pohon keampunan
Hanya satu yang ku pinta
Pulanglah...

Termenung ku sendiri
Memendam rindu tidak menentu
Kasih suci murni yang kita bina
Hapus hancur oleh kata fitnah

Di pagi hari raya
Hati sayu mengenang dirimu
Mudahnya kau menggantikan diriku
Seolah cintaku tak berharga...

Apakah suratan
Aidilfitri satu titik akhir
Sekian lama bercinta
Kau tiada di hari mulia...

Keampunan ku pohon
Sekiranya aku yang berdosa
Pulanglah ku merindui mu sayang
Ku menanti dengan hati rela...

Pulanglah kepangkuan ku oh sayang
Ku menunggu mu di hari raya...

12:20;

Friday, 5 October 2007

Evil Character

i hate someone...
why?
eh, suke hati aku lah aku nye blog...

am i being hypocrite?
but i can't just stop feeling menyampah tahap maut
ko pk ko sorg je bagus?
sum ppl juz like that
suke cari kelemahan org dan menjatuhkan org

I HATE YOU...

yes u...
asal perasan? kalau bukan kau jgn perasan lah sey...
menyampah sia...
step die sorg aje yg hidop kat dunia nie...

jalan2 terjumpe bangla...
eh bole blaaaahh...!

nak g iftar jamaie kat Makan House Restaurant...
dgn seluruh bdk2 Gen-Y
ard 40+...
kompom kecoh...

tak buka kat rumah lagi...
hmm... penat ah...
i need a break
i wanna sleep...
i wanna forget everything that bothering me rite now...

i wanna sleep for 2 days tak bangun2...
bleh...?

bleh je... tak bangun terus pun boleh...
tapi blom tibe masanya... like my mum always said...

btw, baca blog seri tadi...
pasal all the dramas...

yes! i agreed pasal si Lisa tu benging, bitch, mcm da takde jalan lain
nak pikat laki org just bcoz nak duduk kat jakarta...
belo!!!
si Adrian pun bodoh, nak post duit, surat da tak tahu nak post sendiri
lagipun tu kan bini kau sey...
takkan tak yakin dgn bini sendiri
lain la kalau Ana sendiri yang ckp...
mapek sey jantan...
si Ana da pandai sikit, si Adrian plak jadi bengong...

selamat ade Eva... tahu die jahat...
but i liiiikkkeee her...
she's so pretty...
i mean muke jahat, marah, selenge, takot...
tetap sentiase lawa...
lagipun die nye jahat tak se irritating si lisa yang ufff!
malas nak cakap...

tapi Seri... Janji Diana aku tak suke si Diana tu...
sikit2 nak ngamuk... pe saje ntah...
ngamuk je marah kawan, tgglkan kawan...
bila sedih kawan tu jugak yang die cari...
macam menyampah dgn perangai die...
mak tiri die aku suke...
jahat... haha...

aku suke watak org jahat...
tapi tak suke mak tiri die sejak die ade affair dgn driver die...
eeeiiii! geli! i wanna puke...

aku suke watak jahat tapi aku tak suke perampas! main kayu tiga!
jahanamkan rumah tangga org...
kalau bitch ok2 ah...
hehe...

nape aku suke watak jahat...
pasal realiti nak kene jadi baik kan...
so bile drama jahat la best...

haha...

zai mappeee...

jalan2 tertinggal selipar
aku da lapar...

rase nak makan megi
lagi 2 jam agi!

kueh baulu kueh tart
ok aku da penat...

apple pie banana pie
bye bye...

Ceh2... post entry 2 kali nampak...
post entry 2 kali nampak...

16:54;


Paru Sambal

i'm tired...
very tired...
tiry, tiredness, tiretiree... k mapekkk...

penat, kepenatan, keletihan yang keamatan...
kengantukkan, ketidak cukupan kerehatan...
k mapekkk...

da 2 mlm tak buka kat rumah...
da 2 malam balek lambat...
semalam balek kul 11mlm...
mlm nie tak tau plak...

anyway, nak reply suli nye tag...

yess!!! i missed those moments...
me, suli and dewi... g beli makan kat kantin hafsa
kul 6...
packed giler org...
kite pun menambahkan kepackedan...
amek 3 bungkus nasi...
now its time to hunt for the lauk!
hehe...

asam pedas ikan pari...
lauk ayam...
paru sambal! wajiibul ghunna...
ini kalau takde bleh jadi giler sekejap....
sedap nye paru sambal...
makan dengan nasi putih tkde lauk lain pun da ok...
naakkkk...

ape lagi eh? wedges...
wow! best giler...

balik bilek suli...
azan je terus ngap, sume senyap sey...
pasal nikmat naa berbuka malam tu...
yelah... anak di perantauan tak dapat buka kat rumah
tak dapat makan masakan umi...
lagi2 org2 yang jarang balik mcm aku nie...

and guess what...
kite buka... bebual... tgn tak cuci...
sampai isyak...
stop jap gi cuci sume then sambong bebual sampai sahur!
well, bukan sekali dua kali buat perangai nie...
tapi buruk kan?!!!
ade je topic nak bebual sampai tak sadar time...
hajat di hati selalu nak stay up same2 nak belajar
at last... hampey...
tapi ape je yg dibualkan tu...

ade jugak exam period...
still remember... besok paper pukul 9 pagi...
kul 3 pagi maseh sempat buat video klip raye...
haha...

selalu buat hal sey time exam period...
mesti ade je video klip...
superhero dance... sway...
hahaha...
best nye time kecik2 dulu...
hah? kecik?! hehe...
time belajar mmg best ah...
bleh main2... bleh malas2... bleh tido dlm kelas...
time keje... cube lah kau malas...

then rindu masak bubur pakai periuk nasi suli yg telah
digantikan dengan yang da meletup...
terer tu masak spaghetti pakai periuk nasi sampai meletop!
huahua...

sedapnye sahur makan bubur tarok ikan bilis sambal...

yummy...~~~

Seri... seribu kali kau cakap rindu...
sejuta kali aku nye rindu...
ceh! lain macam aje...
hehehe...

nak g uia...
nak buka kat hs...
nak sahur kat bilik suli...

mmm...

12:24;

Wednesday, 3 October 2007

$1.30 Bus Fare

wow... lame sey tak blog kat rumah...
knape eh nak blog tetibe?

mmm... i just came back pukul 10.30 tadi
buka kat luar dgn pak usop, kak yati and asfi
plus ade meeting sikit tadi...
abes ard 9.30, da penat...
tapi tak rase nak naik cab
(seperti selalunye mesti naik cab....
my duit byk abes kat cab!)
tadi rase nak naik bas je
one straight bus... 197...

and yes! i enjoyed my bus ride...
surprisingly i enjoyed a $1.30 fare more than
a $13.00 +++ fare!
i thought i overcome my "mabok bau taxi"
after byk kali naik taxi...
tapi tak! i still rase mabok and nak muntah!
lagi2 taxi premiere... ufff plsss...
mesti nak kene standby gule2...
tapi kalau bulan puase mcm mane?
hmmmm...

ok so, i took 197... duk sebelah tingkap
bukak mp3...
enjoying the view...
i like 197 nye journey...
lalu city hall, clarke quay, highway...
(ok, i adore highway...)

Era Farida jual apam,
ko tak paham, aku pun tak paham...
muahahahaha....

i mean, it's a pleasant journey... really...
bile bukak mp3...
lagu2 dari Peterpan yang berkumandang...
lame giler tak dengar...

first lagu...

"Bagai bintang di syurga
dan seluruh warna
dan kasih yang setia
dan cahaya nyata...

oh bintang disyurga
berikan cerita...
dan kasih yang setia
dan cahaya nyata..."

berdiri sia bulu roma dgr lagu nie...
feeling babe feeling...

then... came another song...

"kukatakan dengan indah
dengan terbuka
hatiku hampa...
sepertinya luka
menghampirinya...

kau beri rasa yang berbeza
mungkin ku salah...
mengartikannya...
yang ku rasa cinta...

tetapi hatiku...
terlalu meninggikanmu...
selalu meninggikanmu...
terlalu meninggikanmu...

kau hancurkan hatiku
hancurkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

kau terangi jiwaku
redupkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku
tuk melihatmu....

membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
membuatku merasakan yang tak terjadi
semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri"

aaaahhhh... dis song...
really bring tears into my eyes
everytime i heard it...
even kat dalam bas tadi...

this song still "relevant" to me...
till now...

hah! teringat time kat uia dulu...
how i keep repeating dis song...
dis song give me strength...
dis song actually wake me up...

"wake me up... when september ends..."

i know the lyric is all about a heatbroken lover
searching for her right...
or u can say, confused what is exactly her right...
but... dis song somehow inspires me...

i know there's no point waiting for someone
who is uncertain...
but....

on the bus journey, i started to think...
i started to recall...
guess, all i can think of is
my days at uia...
specifically, ramadhan at uia...

there was a moment i WON'T forget...
me, seri and suli...
jalan nak g pasar lamam...
then instead of jalan thru bazaar ramadhan...
kite jalan thru foyer 3...
pasal bazaar packed with people...

sekali tu...

the scene that i always avoided...
always prayed in my heart...
everytime i stepped out of my room...
but it happened...

i saw him with her...
i mean... they walked together...
side by side...
with my own bloody eyes!
witnessed my seri and suli...
and immediately...
i feel pain in my heart...
like ouch!
we passed by...
and he don't even acknowledged me...
not even look at me...
and i was like...
speechlessss....
tears bursted... what else...

i recalled this incident in the bus...
i was like...
i've been thru all these pain and sorrow...
all these YEARS...
yet... i' still waiting, hoping...

1 million things can make me sad and frustrated...
but with only his presence, only one presence...
i came back to normal...
happily loving him and missing him...

but...
where is him now?! where?
where is him when i need him so much...?
when i wanna talk to him... when i wanna talk to sumone...

we promised to be with each other forever...
to always support one another...
he's someone to rely on...
a shoulder to cry on...
but where is him?!!!

"Kau terangi jiwaku...
kau redupkan lagi..."

ok he's busy...
but don't ignore me this way...
i feel like a fool...
whenever he wanna call me
even if i'm busy...
i texted him saying that i'm busy...
atleast i told him sumting...
but him?
senyap je... tanpe berita...
then tetibe muncul balik...
i feel like...
aarrrggghh! i don't wanna said that...
i'm sad...
k bye...

23:15;

Monday, 1 October 2007

Tak leh Angkat beb!

last friday went to Royal Plaza hotel...

iftar with all staff and mc members...


carousel...


tak lah best sgt...


ntah eh... i don't find the food really tempting...


except for the desert...


choc fountain... yummy~~~


jgn ckp ah, byk giler chocolate, sweet food aku bedal...


balik je... pening sia kepala...


really... sakit giler kepala...


tu lah... kn tak ingat dunia, hehe...




on saturday nothing much happened...

only that... i rebonded my hair, hahaha...

ingat nak buat purple streaks... nanti ah...

hehe...



question from my parents...

buat ape rebond rambut? kau kan pakai tudung...

well... i'm not only wanna look good, but to feel good...

hehehe... (",)



yayyy! liverpool menang akhirnye... yippeee!!!

1-0 pun jadilah, yg penting dpt 3 points...

thanks Benayoun...

torres was good also cuma takde nasib je...

good try...



sunday...

percaya ke tak...

gue pegi tgk wayang...

huh? puase2 tgk wayang?

tak bleh beli "fofcorn"...

hehe...



actually Gen-Y got 20 complimentary tickets

AGM cum Movie Screening...

at Eng Wah Cinema, west mall...



so, me and asfi

angkutlah the other 16 youths tgk crite...



"Underdog"....

the movie was hilarious...

really!

at first ingat mcm biase2 je...

tapi kakla laa...

hehe...



balik ingat nak g jp...

then sakit perut tak tahan...

balik terus tido sampai buke...

lepas buka pegi IKEA...

beli lampu... pokok x 15...

banyaknye...

nak letak kat ofis...

jual pokok kape...

hehehe...



balek tgk cerite "pawang putih pawang merah"

kat channel Sensasi...

bleh tahan... kelakar gak...

haha...



btw... i dapat 2nd kad raya...

from Masni dari kedah...

peh! jauhnye...

ya lah... i should send to all excos kan to keep in touch...

nanti nak beli laa...



eh, the 1st kad raye i dapat on the first day of puase lagi...

haha... asfi belo...



yeah... nak beli kad raye...

beli kad raye nampak... beli kad raye nampak...

hehe...



sakit perut ah....

aaaahhhh.... nak pengsan

k bye...

14:04;

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