Friday, 31 August 2007

Convo-ed (part 1)

Friday 24th August


at 12.30am

the graduates from iium

i think 12 of us

took the usual midnite bus...

as at 11am we will be having our rehearsal

and we have to take the IMCS thingy...



so... excited and kecoh giler...

aku yg paling smgt dgn beg tarik...

yg lain relax je...

coz most of them balik after rehearsal

as for me, i stayed until tuesday...



sume excited tanye kak y, how's the rehearsal nnt

bla bla bla...

then nasir was like...

"paham tak, da lame tak naik midnite bus mcm gini,

feeling sak dgr lagu jiwang..." au kama qola.



emo lah plak si nasir nie

tapi btol ah sey...

last feeling naik bas malam sambil dgr mp3

dengan aircon nye yg sejuk nak mampos...



"Dalam perjalanan ini... menuju destinasi...

pelbagai lebuh raya di lalui..."



ceh! jiwang...

da excited2... atlast sume tetido...



sampai uia kul 6.00pagi...

disambut oleh azan sumbuh

dari masjid sultan shah...

sayu giler... mcm extra special si muazzin nye suara...



then terus bersquatting kat bilek fana....

nasib fana da bgn...

then bebual2 sambil baring2...

semua tahan each other jgn tido...

psl kite nak kluar pkl 8.30

pkl 9 is the registration

seperti biasa mesti nak kiasu...

huhuhu... (",)



da wash up sume...

pergi lah CAC...

nak amek invitation card

biaselah bdk Fiqh punye counter mesti ramai org

then queue die tak gerak2!



with all the...

"eh... apo kabo... comel no laa ni...

bile hang tunang...

hang keje mane skrg...

eh, che tak keje lagi..."



watever k...

menyusahkan org...

org nak cepat, die bebual je...

sampai queue tak gerak...

ape lagi, aku n laila pn cut queue...

bkn dorg perasan pn...

muahahaha...



selamat dpt invitation card

mcm dewi, da sign sume

sekali invitation card tak cukup laa!

pathetic btol.......



after that g amek IMCS card

sempat laa jumpe my automotive nye instructor...

bebual psl PDA, brg2 kat sg... blah!



then teringat nak amek commerocative book

(do i spell it rite?)

pergi alumni collect...

tp t-shirt blom siap...



then g finance...

jgn tanye buat ape, ape result die...

tak nak tau, tak nak cerita.



duk hs jap...

jumpe bdk2 sume... huhu... byk rindu...

temankan shasha and darwis makan

sambil ketawakan muka2 org yang ade kat cm book tu...

dgn nasir and dewi sekali...



then da penat sgt, psl tak tido...
balik bilik fana... lepaaaaakkk... penat giler...
perut kosong blom makan... mmg sengaja...
psl nnt nak makan nando's huhuhu!
yeaaayyy~~~

kul 3.30 bgn terus cuci muke, tak mandi...
jalan g cac nak amek dewi nye invitation card...
tanye fana takleh g coz ade assignment... :(

naik bas g nando's kat pudu...
order my fav meal...
3/4 chicken + mediterranean rice + coleslaw (cane nak spell?)
nape je da grad... hahaha...

sedapnye... then i add wedges and peri dip
yum... yum...
ilang kempunan aku... huhu...

then g maidin, dewi beli barag sikit...
dpt beli celcom prepaid, yeaayyy ~~

jumpe shasha ngan darwis kat klcc
sempat singgah A&W minum float...
then balik...
sampai kul 10+...
penatnye... tido tak sampai 2 jam...

bual2... tgk video clips...
bual kat fon setelah sekian lame...
sekali tu tertido laa...
buat malu je... hahaha...

lights off!


17:50;

Wednesday, 22 August 2007

U CUT ME DEEP

i'm not in the mood

i feel so down...



"Aku cuba untuk jadi yang terbaik

namun ada dia... yang lebih kau cinta...

yang lebih kau cinta..."



i knew it already but still

kenape degil nak jadi first person to wish him...?



how do u feel...

da semangat2 beli phoenix card...

set alarm psl tak nak miss...



11.58pm, i start dialing...

pasal takot line tak dpt...

line kat m'sia mmg bengong!

and guess what...



sampai pukul 12.30am i try to call...

its either, the no. u juz call not reachable...

atau bleh reach tapi... rejected!

paham tak reject!



how could you...



yaa... i guess i'm not the one you expect to be the first person to wish you...



but then dun msg me by saying that

"kjap ek... ade keje sikit..."



ape keje yang tak bleh ditinggalkan tu?

i juz wanna say...

"HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY..."



you didn't break my heart...

u slash my heart...

i can feel it bleeding...

till now...



feel like everything i did such a waste...

smgt2 cari hadiah...

tak kesah sejauh mane pun...

still try my best to send it on time...

and bought for him

the thing he always want...

eventhough everywhere i went

out of stock...

still drag my leg...

find any free time i could...

to find you the thing u always want...



tapi bile on the actual day...

end up mcm gini...



kecewa? binget?



tak ah...



sedih je...



but it good also this thing happen...

atleast make me realize my position rite now...

well... mmg dari dulu i'm in the same position...
ntahlah...

Zai... be strong k...
u can live without him...
u don't need a man to make you special...
u don't need a man to make your life complete...
u'r strong... cool k...

u cut me deep...


12:14;

Sunday, 19 August 2007

I WANT YOU...

Well... too much to say...
too much to ask...

why do i feel this way?
what should i do?
should i give up?
why is this guilty feeling keep bothering me?
why should i feel this way?
my sister said i'm crazy...

everytime we together
i have this one feeling that i can't describe...
i won't describe...
i'm scared...
i shouldn't feel this way...

should i go for it?
some said that...
go for it...
but... i don't want to...

deep in my heart..
i want... i really really want...
but...

god... pls help me...


Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all
Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?

I could feel I could feel you near me,
even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why...

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you...
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why...

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart
Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even when you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby...


GOSH... IF YOU'RE READING THIS
PLS DO KNOW THAT...

I WANT YOU!
REALLY...

i know... it will happen... in my dreams... :'(


20:17;

Tuesday, 7 August 2007

PROBE 1

Hallo everybody...

k nak sambung...

to talk about activities that i had for the last few weeks...

last friday, 27th july, for outdoor activities

we went to Bukit Batok Nature Reserves...

(every friday morning ade outdoor activities)


so... berbekalkan roti telor sebanyak 3 tupperware besar...

prepared by umi, hehehe...

pergilah beramai2 dengan bdk2 nie sume...

sume bwk payung coz takot ujan...

then... bile sampai je kat one of the shelter there

hujan turun selebat-lebatnye...

nasib ade shelter and bwk payong!

bdk2 da smgt bwk plastik and baldi nak main water bomb

bwk bola...

gini mcm tak payah water bomb!

water telah dibomkan dari langit, huhuhu...


atfirst sume tggulah hujan berhenti...

tak sampai 10 minit sume da gelisah!

almost all main ujan...!


yg tak nak basah tu, terpekik2 laa...

the guys pergi toilet isi plastik nak buat water bomb...

kejap lagi...
sume lari nak lempar...

especially to me coz nak sabo birthday girl!

haha... tapi selamat ade payung yang kuat sebagai shelter...

hehehe... kecoh giler!


by the end, sume basah kuyup... nak tak nak kene jgk...

dalam pukul 12 gitu, me and Asfi decided to go back...

hujan masih lebat and ala ala banjir gitu...

end up, most of us yang balik kaki ayam..

time kat park takpelah jugak...

bile da lalu kat blok, road, pasar...

sume tgk kite basah kuyup... hehehe...

peduli ape aku...


sampai centre je, sume g toilet, most of us bwk baju spare

except for mua!

selenge btol, coz tka expect akan basah gitu...

hahaha...


kat centre sume kaki ayam...

me kat ofis terketar-ketar kesejukkan...
aaahhhhh... i need a hug, hehehe...

basah pn basah laa!

yg penting FUN! tol tak?

k next...


last thursday till friday, 2nd aug to 3rd aug...

we were having Probe 1 at Sentosa...
kirekan for the first time laa overnight dgn static masing2...
hari thursday tu, after all the preparations...

ard 2pm kite keluar laa beramai2... 25 org...

jalan kaki g MRT Bukit Batok...

turun Jurong East tukar train pergi Outram Park

kat Outram Park naik NEL pergi Harborfront

kat Harborfront naik monorail g Sentosa

then jalan kaki cari shelter besar kat Siloso Beach...

journey drag giler! and of coz! bile da 25 org...
kecoh giler! hehehe...
smpai dalam pukul 4 gitu ah...
masing2 static da cari spot masing2...

kite start dgn buat paper stand yang diperbuat dgn kayu...

after that main magic carpet...
nie lah hasilnye...






Satu2 grp tak nak ngaku kalah, hehehe...


lpas tu main Beach Ball...


nie pun satu2 smgt nak menang...

and as usual bile part bola... my grp yang menang! huhuhu... (",)

FYI, nie sume i handle sendiri coz Maddog g amek makanan

Asfi pulak jaga barang2...

time mcm ginilah perlu sgt nenek2 ikot coz bleh tolong jage barang, hehehe...

lepas abes je main bola... sume nak mandi lagi

(FYI lagi, before main game, sume da g lari berendam kat laut!)

sekali tu Asfi kene pergi harborfront kejap amek makanan dari maddog...

so bayangkan i jaga budak2 nie sume sorg2!

and i was like standing in the middle of the beach...

mata kanan supervise barang2 kat shelter...

mata kiri supervise bdk2 mandi laut...

mane lah tau ade pape kan... u never know!



jeles tgk dorg mandi but i have no choice but to supervise everything...

ntah berape kali dorg tarik my hand nak me masuk laut...

tapi i can't! uwaaaah....... :'(


atlast da penat jaga... gue tersandar di pohon...




nie lah tempat yang akan kite bermalam i.e tido!

pathetic eh... hehe...


anyway, i think after one hour later... baru lah asfi and maddog sampai...



legaaa... pak usop pun ade jgk... tapi die tak overnight ah...

neway, lupe nak ckp, time dorg mandi2 tu

dey carry this one guy buat cam buai2 gitu, takot2kan die


geletek2 die lah... sampai die mabok and pengsan!

paham tak?! sume panic! izam and akmal lincah bawak rifaie pergi tepi pantai...

tepuk2 muke die tak bgn2...


then Don pam dada die... Acit kate: Don jgn sembarang

Aaa! pam aje laa...


tetibe dtg satu bdk nie, can't recall who, datang bwk air nak renjis kat muke rifaie...


oi! org nak kluarkan air dari badan die, die nak masukkan pulak...


sume panik sia... panik giler...


after a few pumps, baru lah rifaie batok kluarkan air...


fuhhh... sume lega... and menyesal gurau melampau sgt!


sume maaf punye maaf kat rifaie... hehehe... (",)


dah tu... sume binget coz takde org amek gambar!


katekan tgh panik... apaaaraaahhh...!






then da nak maghrib gitu... sume freshen up...

eat dinner together... candle light dinner with Static masing2...









alamak... gambar dgn aiman je lah yang dapat...



then at 10pm we start our Probe...



dimulakan dengan Spiderweb and Trust game....





Then, start lah Probe until 5 pagi! paham tak...



sume ngantok tapi sume tahan je...

bile satu ngantok, yg satu kejut, suluh torchlight kat mata!


actually i'm quiet hepi coz sume cooperate... ingatkan dorg nak main je...


Probe 1 is where we share our family background and upbringing...





my static yang datang ari tu ade 7 org...





so... bayangkan lah satu2 nak cerite...





and their stories like... walllauuu... seriously touch my heart...





oopppsss tak bleh cerite...





strictly P & C...





by 5 pagi, sume tido... bersepah2... peduli ape aku...





da ngantok!





at 7pm, me sadar... ceh! sadar cepat tu...





yelah, kene tunjuk contoh sikit... hehee...





da mandi baru kejut bdk2...





paham tak ade yang da pergi berendam balik kat laut!





pagi2.... sejuuuukkkk... hehehe...





sume da siap2 mandi, da lawa, da wangi...





before we go off tu harborfront hawker centre to have our breakfast...





kite amek gambar dulu...








(behind, from left: Lena, Don, Dan, Aiman
front, from left: Munirah, Zuleha, Mis, Me...)
*not in picture and couldn't attend: Feezah...

waaa... feel so bad dat u couldn't come...

next time k... all of us missed u...

by the way lupe nak cerite...

one day before pergi Sentosa sempat beli sliper...

tadaaaaaa....... hehehe.... (",)



lawa kan? purple + adidas = PERFECT!

then ramai2 naik beach tram + bas sentosa

sampai harborfront interchange...

still duduk dgn static masing order makan...

breakfast... tapi bdk2 nie punye breakfast nasi!

termasuk lah aku...

lepas makan sume blaaahhh..

me and Asfi bwk 9 sleeping bags + 3 first aid kits + barang2 lain + own backpack...

naik cab balik centre...

sampai centre dalam kul 12 gitu... campak je barang2 dalam bilik...

malas nak kemas... da ngantok sgt! bayangkan tido 2 jam je!

then i balik rumah... tak keje... yeahhh!!!

giler kape nak keje? mabok sey...

balik je terus Zzzzzz..... sampai petang....

da laa... penaaaattt...


20:45;

Monday, 6 August 2007

My 24th Birthday!

Walllllauuuuu! long time no blog one...


feel like itchy itchy ah my body, my hand my mouth...


waa... got HMFD ah? really ah....?


aiyya... i talk what ah?


long time no blog, talk talk like what only eh...




k lah...


tau... da lame tak blog... busy giler ah...


ntah lah... mane ntah nak dapat time...


24 hours per day mmg tak cukup!


huhuhu...




k lah, cerite ape yang ingat je k...


hehehe...


aparaaah...




nak cerite psl my 24th birthday...


on the 26th July 2007...


makin tua kan makin sikit org wish birthday...


and as usual, yg expect to wish, tak wish me...


yg tak expect lgsg, wish lah pulak...


tak paham...


bagus jugak ade friendster nie...


dapat lah jugak remind a FEW ppl out there...


kalau takde frenster, lagi laa sunyi sepi hp aku...


yelah... yelah... takde peminat...


eh lame tak ckp "yelah... yelah..."


ckp lagi...


yelah... yelah...


cakap dkt org2 sekeliling skrg nie dorg tak beberapa paham ah...


dey tot i'm too sensitive


padahal... yelah... yelah...


padahal... padahal...




so... on the 25th July, dalam petang gitu...


my mum called me at the office


saying that ade package for me from Terengganu!


paham tak! dalam pukul 5 gitu my mum called


and for the first time, nak tggu pukul 6 rase mcm 10 jam!




then bile balik je... nampak lah package atas meja


kecik sikit dari A4 size... tebal lah jgk...


tak sabar nye nak bukak!


lagi pun blom pkl 12...


so tggu je lah...


hti berdebar2 and excited giler...




call him saying that the package had arrived!


and he was like...


"huh? really..."


he can't believed it coz die baru pos semalamnye...


and he was told by the postwoman it takes 3 days to arrive


then i was like...


"btol... kalau tak, how do i know u send me sumting..."


cepatkn sampai...


1 hari je...


then i baru teringat...


"how do u know my add eh?"


coz i never give him my hjome add before...


die ketawa, sounded fishy...


then he told me, rupenye die pakat dgn Nur


ceh... hampey tul...




then when the clock strucked at 12am...


he called me...


nyanyi "Happy Birthday to u.................."


ade jgk background singer oleh Nur and Umi...


nyanyi same2 sekali...




dalam hati felt very touched coz for the last 3 years


tak dapat celebrate birthday kat rumah


tahun nie... AT LAST!




tapi sedih jgk coz no more surprise party for me


like the last 3 years...


hehehe...


tapi surprise jgk laa by the gift from him...


thanks... (",)




sambil talk sambil bukak...


and guess what?


mmg bende yang tak disangka langsung!


the gift was wrapped in a cute-sweet-pink box


containing


KAIN!


its a nice flower printed white kain jorjet (did i spell it rite?)


with purple lining...


it suited perfectly!


and he said that both came separately


he was the one who choose to match it...




ceh! pandai naa!


saspekkkkkk... hehehe...


thanks dear!


seriously nice and surprising!


ingatkan liverpool fc or adidas stuff as usual...


nak suruh zai jadi pompan eh...


hehehe... (",)


nanti zai antar tailor, buat dress then pakai buat keje k...


as u requested... (",)




anyway... dekat keje almost everyone wished me...


ade jgk laa yang tak wish...


sape laa tu ek...


hehe...


thanks!




balik... malam baru laa potong kek...


coz sume da ade kat rumah...


here...











yang atas tu gambar kek... (like duhh!)



kaler purple! paham tak!



hehehe... thanks umi... (",)





then... one pink + one red roses were from Nur... thanks sis!



then... yang kain tu, as mentioned above...



hehehe... plus 2 sweet cards...



the words inside was priceless...! (",)



then yang box wrap kaler purple tu...



from Abah, Umi, Zaki...



teka ape?



hehe... tadaaaa...

pokoknya... yang gue idam2min sie...

i'm so hepi... bau best giler...

really soothing and relaxig

and make me feel close to sumone... (",)

"Bila rindu ini... masih untukmu....."

(",)

neway, Umi Dah gave me one nice purple dress...

thanks Umi Dah!

byk btol kaler purple yang gue dapat tahun nie...

hehehe... (",)

mmm... Hikmah II da start plak...

sambung k... ade lagi satu cerite best!

(",)



20:04;

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