i don't want u to break up with her...

i still want u in ur relationship with her

why?



because i know u'r happy with her

both of u are MEANT to be together

all i want is for u to be happy...

mabe you'll be happier

WITHOUT me...

well, think about it...



then, why do i still have the feelings?

there's one lecturer told me this...



"True love is to give

& not expecting anything in return"



he may not has the feeling

but that doesn't matter

i still do... always...



so...

i'm down again...

i had another argument

with diff person of course

life is unfair to me lately



i tried ok... i'm trying my best

but still...

i can't elaborate it further

it's too personal

it's affected me emotionally

feel like to give up my life

why? why me? why not...

why i'm the one to be blame...

why can't u be more democratic...

why u hate me?

i'm a black sheep...



rite now i need u abg

but guess i can only talk to u in my dreams

coz we're not in speaking term at the moment

wat a luck!

great... thanks...



haiz...



i need to talk...

to sumone...



mmm...

my best, man, fren in all the land is in trouble

and i feel bad coz i can't help...

and i can't interrupt...

how eh? what to do...?

i hope everything goes well

i'll pray for him...

he has my shoulder to cry on...

dun worry, i'll be there for him

like he always do... :)



ok zai

life has to move on...



last sunday bought a new adidas bag... (again...)

haha... its a huge bag for travelling or beach-ing

and before that



guess i haven't tell this one



bought new adidas handbag... last month i think...



kan da bilang, sebulan sekali kene beli



kalau tak nanti kene rashes, haha...



later i post the pics k...



so, next on the list



i saw it at Vivo and Citylink adidas boutique...