Wednesday, 3 October 2007

$1.30 Bus Fare

wow... lame sey tak blog kat rumah...
knape eh nak blog tetibe?

mmm... i just came back pukul 10.30 tadi
buka kat luar dgn pak usop, kak yati and asfi
plus ade meeting sikit tadi...
abes ard 9.30, da penat...
tapi tak rase nak naik cab
(seperti selalunye mesti naik cab....
my duit byk abes kat cab!)
tadi rase nak naik bas je
one straight bus... 197...

and yes! i enjoyed my bus ride...
surprisingly i enjoyed a $1.30 fare more than
a $13.00 +++ fare!
i thought i overcome my "mabok bau taxi"
after byk kali naik taxi...
tapi tak! i still rase mabok and nak muntah!
lagi2 taxi premiere... ufff plsss...
mesti nak kene standby gule2...
tapi kalau bulan puase mcm mane?
hmmmm...

ok so, i took 197... duk sebelah tingkap
bukak mp3...
enjoying the view...
i like 197 nye journey...
lalu city hall, clarke quay, highway...
(ok, i adore highway...)

Era Farida jual apam,
ko tak paham, aku pun tak paham...
muahahahaha....

i mean, it's a pleasant journey... really...
bile bukak mp3...
lagu2 dari Peterpan yang berkumandang...
lame giler tak dengar...

first lagu...

"Bagai bintang di syurga
dan seluruh warna
dan kasih yang setia
dan cahaya nyata...

oh bintang disyurga
berikan cerita...
dan kasih yang setia
dan cahaya nyata..."

berdiri sia bulu roma dgr lagu nie...
feeling babe feeling...

then... came another song...

"kukatakan dengan indah
dengan terbuka
hatiku hampa...
sepertinya luka
menghampirinya...

kau beri rasa yang berbeza
mungkin ku salah...
mengartikannya...
yang ku rasa cinta...

tetapi hatiku...
terlalu meninggikanmu...
selalu meninggikanmu...
terlalu meninggikanmu...

kau hancurkan hatiku
hancurkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

kau terangi jiwaku
redupkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku
tuk melihatmu....

membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
membuatku merasakan yang tak terjadi
semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri"

aaaahhhh... dis song...
really bring tears into my eyes
everytime i heard it...
even kat dalam bas tadi...

this song still "relevant" to me...
till now...

hah! teringat time kat uia dulu...
how i keep repeating dis song...
dis song give me strength...
dis song actually wake me up...

"wake me up... when september ends..."

i know the lyric is all about a heatbroken lover
searching for her right...
or u can say, confused what is exactly her right...
but... dis song somehow inspires me...

i know there's no point waiting for someone
who is uncertain...
but....

on the bus journey, i started to think...
i started to recall...
guess, all i can think of is
my days at uia...
specifically, ramadhan at uia...

there was a moment i WON'T forget...
me, seri and suli...
jalan nak g pasar lamam...
then instead of jalan thru bazaar ramadhan...
kite jalan thru foyer 3...
pasal bazaar packed with people...

sekali tu...

the scene that i always avoided...
always prayed in my heart...
everytime i stepped out of my room...
but it happened...

i saw him with her...
i mean... they walked together...
side by side...
with my own bloody eyes!
witnessed my seri and suli...
and immediately...
i feel pain in my heart...
like ouch!
we passed by...
and he don't even acknowledged me...
not even look at me...
and i was like...
speechlessss....
tears bursted... what else...

i recalled this incident in the bus...
i was like...
i've been thru all these pain and sorrow...
all these YEARS...
yet... i' still waiting, hoping...

1 million things can make me sad and frustrated...
but with only his presence, only one presence...
i came back to normal...
happily loving him and missing him...

but...
where is him now?! where?
where is him when i need him so much...?
when i wanna talk to him... when i wanna talk to sumone...

we promised to be with each other forever...
to always support one another...
he's someone to rely on...
a shoulder to cry on...
but where is him?!!!

"Kau terangi jiwaku...
kau redupkan lagi..."

ok he's busy...
but don't ignore me this way...
i feel like a fool...
whenever he wanna call me
even if i'm busy...
i texted him saying that i'm busy...
atleast i told him sumting...
but him?
senyap je... tanpe berita...
then tetibe muncul balik...
i feel like...
aarrrggghh! i don't wanna said that...
i'm sad...
k bye...

23:15;

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