waaahhh... besnye bile bkk blog...
baru 2 ari tp ramai org tag
n u girlz btol2 kasi i lega...
psl korg agree dgn me...
well... this thingy really bothering me
actually until now...
tp later eh...
nk cakap psl...
RESULTS!!!
So... korg cane results?
hopefully sume ok...
nk ckp je...
i tk dpt maintain the dean's list award...
aaarrggghhh...
its frustrated tau
coz lagi 0.032 je lg!!!!!!!!!!
bingeeeettt...
nie sume sbjk supportives, requirements la
yg sll wat my grade tk best...
bkn nye nk ckp aksyen la
me myself bkknnye bright, A student
but i work hard to maintain...
my last sem lagi
tkde chance nk up lagi...
sedih... :'(
Tapi...
perkare da lepas mmg da tak bleh nk ubah kn?
so bersyukur lah...
nie baru btol bersyukur after all the hard work...
korg... i believe that korg pn bleh dpt deans list mcm i
insya allah...
atleast satu kali pn bole k
never mind kalau dis sem result tk best
ade chance lg
n grab that chance k...
atleast sekali dpt merase pernah ade deans list...
k zaimah!!!
jgn pk lagi...
yg penting aku da grad
yeaaahhhh.....!!!!
paham tk da grad?
best nye!!!
nak celebrate diri sendiri ah...
hehehe... (",)
congrats...!
cian tkde org congrats...
congrats la kat diri sendiri...
hehehe... (",)
ok so... actually i terlupe yg las thurs result kuar
with all the job hunting and interviewing
smpai lupe!
nsb ade org ingatkn... ;p
so... knp i ckp psl gd results, deans list sume?
coz... thats very important wen we look for job
i da kat situation skrg nie i baru sedar
how all dis things help us
coz bkn kite sorg je yg grad fr Uni
ramai lagi graduates...
kite kene fight utk dpt keje...
n of coz the company will choose the best
am i rite?
wen i go for interview
and they read thru my resume
dorg tgk CGPA...
seriusly...
n they tell me they call me for the interview
psl satisfied dgn my resume
n 2nd important thing is our
Cocuriculum
they like u wen u'r active
so juniors out there..
involve lah sebanyak mane korg mampu
i said mampu k...
jgn smpai pelajaran terabai plak...
but i trust all my juniors
all these things i said because
i don't want my frens to struggle hard wen kuar dr Uni
if u have degree with gd grades
trust me...
u are allowed to be fussy in choosing jobs...
like wat i did now...
i actually reject another offer
i went to the interview at 11 am
and guess what?
i don't think the interviewer know the ethics of interview
bcoz i don't feel like i'm in an interview
i feel that i'm under interrogation
they asked me questions that were very broad
it have 1001 answers to that question
ok i'm fine with that
but wen i give him my answer he gave me a smirked
he didn't respect my answer
come on laa
how can i know wat his heart's desire?
contoh kalau die tanye...
"knp saye suke pergi esplanade?"
the answers can be
bcoz ade free show kat luar...
or bcoz library die best
or bcoz bleh g rooftop
or bcoz bleh hangout kat tepi laut dkt town n not a beach
but his answer is
BCOZ KALAU NAK SOLAT BLEH JLN KAKI
PERGI MESJID MAULANA...
see? lain org lain kn pemikiran die
he can't expect me to know wat he wants...
he may said things like
"yes... i totally agree with u bla bla things give us
bla bla satisfaction but don't u think bla bla..."
that's they way how an educated person communicate
btol tk?
btol tk KHA n SULI?
cam gini kan cara nk communicate dgn org?
binget btol i...
n again its a muslim organization
n again they offer me very little...
they asked me wats my expected income
wen i mentioned the figure
ade ke patut die ckp...
"awak kejam lah with that amount, kite tk bleh bg..."
then he decreased to $1200-$1300...
huh? kejam?
how could he said that
he's the one who asked me
n i juz mention the market price for the undergraduates...
he said i bg u gaji up ckit je from andalus
(coz kat form kene tulis i pernah keje kat mane plus mention the salary sekali)
kat andalus i got $1010...
so die nk up ckit je lagi
i was like
HELLO!!!
itu i blom ade degree!
i ade pre-U je...
i ckp je dgn dorg trus terang minus the HELLO la
he said mmg tak bleh nk naik lagi
tkde bonus
kalau OT tk kire
medical claims tkde
keje long hours
tk digalakkan ade commitment lain
tk digalakkan kahwin dlm mase 2-3 tahun ni...
PAHAM TAK?
i'm seriously sakit hati, dissapointed dgn dorg
been to 2 malay organizations
and both mcm *tuuut*
i ckp terus terang kat sini...
if u girlz follow the discussion at Assiium yahoo groups
i totally agree dgn Huzei, Kha n others yg agree dgn die...
(i tk ingt sape)
i geram dgn org yg ckp
things like duit tk bleh bwk mati
yg penting pahala...
akhirat nanti yg kite dpt rewards kite...
bla bla bla...
kite duduk kat s'pore ni
or kat mane2 kt dlm dunie ni
bleh ke kite pergi giant or sing shiong
bile nk bayar...
"gua bayar pakai pahala bleh tk?"
come on laa... be realistic
we need money
bkn psl materialistic atau duniawi
but we need money to live
n the amount that the malay orgnztn or community
offer us is ridiculous
tak compatible dgn ape yg kite ade
kite blaja tggi2 pakai duit kite sendiri
bkn pkai daun atau pahala
cube ah pergi bank muamalat bayar pakai pahala
dorg terima tk?
Allah pn marah tau kalau kite sebagai
org muslim berpemikiran mcm gini
kenape org kafir sume lebih maju dari kite?
lebih di pandang hebat?
menguasai dunia nie?
psl dorg kaya! ade duit...
MONEY TALKS!
tp org melayu kite?
tkpelah...
bersyukur dgn ape yg ade
mmglah bersyukur, tapi tgk tempat laa...
kite tau kite bleh dpt lebih baik dari ni...
kite usaha... pk kn welfare org islam...
mcm mane org islam sendiri tk g lari kat tempat lain
coz we've been treated injusticely!
bende nie kite nk kene ubah...
to me...
satu je i pk...
da ssh payah my parents struggle to pay my fees
is it compatible with what dey offer?
turun naik k.l selame 3 tahun...
tp offer lebih ckit je dr org yg tkde degree
puas hati tk yah blaja...
abes pre-u terus keje
gaji kecik pn tk bleh cerewet
lame2 naik jugak pe...
i supposed dorg nie actually
tkde post for the undergraduates
sbb tu dorg offer je keje tp gaji ciput
puas hati ckp tkde kosong kan
daripade kasi gaji yg tk reasonable lgsg...
i'm not demanding
i'm juz frustrating with their mindset
tp my dad kate tkpelah
relax je dulu...
he said i've the right to accept n reject
i baru 2 weeks abes skola...
die tk kesah kalau i tk dpt keje dlm mase terdekat nie...
mmg ah...
cume i je rase tk sdap...
da 23 tahun nk msk 24 pn mak bapak masih tanggung...
nsb baik ade parents yg understanding and supportive...
(",)
oh ya... before i grad i ade ckp yg
i juz grab ape je yg ade dulu...
tp skrg i rase lain...
coz i punye org kalau nk keje
i give full commitment
tk suke quit sane quit sini...
tp tak tau lah
rezeki masing2 kn...
yg penting usaha
bersyukur tu bersyukur jgk
tp kite jgn jadi mangsa org2 yg ambil kesempatan
yg suke ckp...
"pahala... ikhlas... akhirat..."
its ok to work with the muslim organization
as long as they're under govt. sector
with all the complete staff benefits
coz we're working for our future
we will soon get married
have children
we have to think of our past
that was our parents paid for our fees
our present
bill hp, ez link, makan, duit for our parents...
our future
own family, rase ingin nk beli kereta, hidup mewah...
coz believe me...
org akan respect seseorg yg berilmu...
tp org akan lebih respect seseorg yg berilmu dan berharta...
my way of thinking may not be the same with others
but i think thats reality of life...
