aarggghh...
i try my best not to think about it
juz ignore it...
chill...
move on like nothing happen
well... nothing happen actually...
it juz that its been a long time...
since...
i met him!
tomorrow will be exactly 3 months i didn't see him!
oh my god!
3 months...
we never been apart like this
the longest was 2 months...
well... atleast if u know dat there's one day u gotta see each other
that's sumting
but we dun know wen...
seriously...
mayb dis year
or probably nx year
or never at all?
aarrrgghhh...
i can't take dis...
yeah i know...
my song's very contradict with wat i feel rite now...
"i don't need a man to make me feel good...
i don't need a ring around my finger to make me feel complete...
bla bla bla..."
but that doesn't mean i can't miss him rite?
i know that nothing watsoeva happen
we can't be together...
live happily ever after
but that's not the point...
he is my closest fren no matter wat happen
bcoz he knows me too well...
i can't hate him at all...
how do u feel wen sumone really know about u?
u feel very appreciated... rite?
so rite now...
i juz wanna meet him
to do things that we like...
dining...
cruising...
window shopping...
laughing...
talk about everything
i know i haven't say this for such a long time...
but i wanna say it here...
I MISS YOU SO MUCH ABG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:'(
ok... watever...
i just pray that one day we get to meet wach other...
one day...
i pray...
amiinn...
so... i remember that yun, zha n seri
ever told me that they're bored with my blog
coz no updates!!!
ooopppss... sori girlz!
my reason was becoz uia internet sucks!
actually, i've already typed numerous of updates
bt wen i try to publish it...
error...
i can't remember the command
but many of us encounter this rite
n i'm always the unlucky one...
so fed-up...
then i told them
dun wori coz wen i'm back in Sg for good
i will post my blog everyday
perhaps once every hour!
haha...
but ofcoz that's not possible
coz my life is not that interesting
that every hour sumting exciting will happen...
except if u live at ONE TREE HILL...
you're only 18
but ur acrchives were fully loaded
mayb u'll be needing 10 blogs by the age of 30!
eh... is there any limit for posts?
ok... watever
i juz exagerating things...
hehehe... (",)
oh... i forgot
that las sunday i went out with KEROYOKS
we're supposed to update ourselves...
and everyone has their own story...
ummi... her new marriage life...
fadhilla... her zaki...
hafiza... her nazeeh...
sha'erah... her razim...
wen it come to my turn
there's a long pause...
hmmm...
aaahhh...
ermmm...
mmm...
haha!
am i feel pressure at all?
or sad?
surprisingly NO!
I see you looking at me
Like I got something for you
And the way that you stare
Don't you dare
'Cause I'm not about to
Just give it on up to you
'Cause there are some things I won't do
And I'm not afraid to tell you
I don't ever want to leave you confused
The more you try
The less I bite
And I don't have to think it through
You know if I'm into you
I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
You know I got my own life
And I bought everything that's in it
So if you want to be with me
It ain't all about the bling you bringing
I want a love that's for real
And without that then no deal
And baby I don't need a hand
If its only want to grab one thing
Oooppssss...! Hehe... (",)
ok so...
got to sleep...
Hakuna Matata meeting tomorrow at 12, Raffles...
thanks for being so understanding guyz...
i mean... 12...
hehe (",)
